As promised, im back really really quickly hehe. Anyway im back today to tell you about what happen to me today!
Its my virgin try of seeing 'stars' ( hehe i meant about to faint). I dont wanna have this experience though. Its really terrifying for me because im obviously kinda retarded? I did not know that i was gonna faint.
Okay, so it started off this way. I woke up today at about 12++ pm or so. Then i watched drama on bed as usual since its the hols right now. But i was feeling kind of hungry?( but i didnt eat or drink anything). So then at around 1+, my dad drove my mum and i to the market to da bao( take away) lunch to have it at my grandma's house.
However while i was buying my lunch and giving my order to the stall owner, i felt that i couldnt breathe properly. As in, i cant catch my breathe normally. It was then followed by my vision getting blurry(i saw white spots everywhere, like stars). I was really frightened and i started breaking cold sweats. My legs was getting jelly and i couldnt stand for long any further to till my order was ready.
So, i walked to my mum who was waiting for me at a table very slowly and carefully cause i felt like i might just knock out suddenly. I told my mum to collect the food while i rest at the table. I was feeling really scared thinking that i might die or that i would have to be admitted to the hospital. I was really really scared and worried however i dont want to scare my mother because i saw her fidgetting eith her hand( shows anxiety) with my very blur vision.
After resting for 5mins or so, i told my mum we can walk back to grandma's house. But, i wasnt as strong as i thought i am. After taking the lift to the ground floor, i wasnt even able to walk further. My vision was literally white in colour and i know that wasnt being blind but i am still really terrified that anything will happen to me. I cant make my parents worry for me but still, my mum called my dad to fetch us from the market where is squat on the floor as i couldnt walk further anymore. ( my worse experience)
At that moment, i had like a fairytale thinking that someone can be there to rescue me hahaha. Oh my, what a dramatic mindset 😂. Oh well, my dad ran despite the rain to fetch us and im really touched. But i was also feeling kind of bad to make him run and worried about me. But but, as a girl i want care and concern too. So, what my dad did was really nice of him hehe. Had the feeling of thanking god for giving me such awesome parents despite having them to be very strict.
Okay back on track. My hands and legs were very cold and i was really pale looking. I slowly regain my vision and my hearing was clearer because when i was about to faint and tried talking to my mum, it felt very distant altho she is just right infront of me. Even till right now, im s afraid that i might have another experience of seeing 'stars' which i really dont want because im really scared by it.
I can finally understand how my bff, yingxuan felt when she told me she felt like fainting. Even though it wasnt a good thing, i am still happy that we have something in common to talk abt 😊.
Actually i just felt like sharing my experience with you guys so that you will at least know how its like if you're really gonna faint. The faint that im referring to isnt giddy and unable to walk properly but instead, a more serious one. The fainting which I experienced is that you'll fall on the ground and idk till when will you get up. I was lucky that i didnt knock out and fall to the ground ( i wont want that to happen either) and so cutiepies, pls take care of yourselves !!
Thats all for today!! I hope i dont sound so naggy hehe. Actually writing this post helps me to keep check of what happen to me on a daily basis and it's getting quite fun. I hope i'll be more motivated to post more! Do stay tune!!
Byeee
